Today was an interesting day. I got up at six something this morning to help out with security. So you can understand why I’m so stinking tired right now. We got out and started helping people figure out where to park and how to get where they needed to go. All in all it was a fairly uneventful day. The only exception was we had one fellow that lived in the area and was rather unhappy that we had some of the streets blocked off for safety reasons. After we dealt with him the day went by without much of anything else happening.
After I got done helping security I rested and took a shower, got cleaned up and went to dinner my girlfriend Pastor and wife. We went to outback steakhouse and just enjoyed a time where we could talk and enjoy ourselves. After dinner we came back to the school and went to the fellowship meeting tonight. It was a good topic to talk about but I don’t think anything changed from before.
Like I said today was a fairly uneventful day, except for the fact that Kara has decided to leave Wednesday. I don’t know how to respond. I’m really hurting from it because I wanted to spend Thursday night with her before I had to leave but now I won’t get to do that. I don’t even know if I’ll get to see her before she leaves since they’re leaving after lunch and I don’t get off till after lunch.
I wish I could say that this was a cake walk for me because that’d be easier. Unfortunately it is not easy. I’m going to miss her so much. I haven’t allowed myself to feel the hurt but its coming on now. I doubt I get much sleep tonight because of it, which is going to stink because I have to get up at six something tomorrow morning too. Well the only thing I can do now is to close my eyes and pray that the pain won’t last.
i love you so much. i will always love you. im sorry that things have worked out the way that they have. i didnt plan for this to happen and i hope that you can understand that somehow. i will miss you baby. yo know i will. i havent really seen my family at all in awhile and when i did it wasnt for very long. this is an opportunity that i really shouldnt pass up. i really do wish that i could spend just one more day with you. that would mean the world to me. and if i was the one driving, id wait until friday but i cant. i have to leave with them. i know that it hurts and im very sorry for that. just know that i feel the same pain. just keep God first in everything you do. He will get us through this i know He will. i love you with all of my heart and that will never change.
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